so, i was told my a psychic that i would start being happy on hallow's eve of this year, and did it happen? not so much, maybe trying to find my way would be an easier idea if i knew where i was going. I went to New York this year, what an amazing experience. Very art exhilarating, definitely gave me a boost of artistic confidence. I would love to go to Missouri again soon i think my next state is either Arizona or California though. Maybe i wouldn't be so god damned sick of myself if i found someone who wouldn't make me sick of them, which makes me think that if i can't be happy with anyone, how do i suppose I'll make myself happy? not sure. ... Good day.